HELLO, PPLS! My journal is somewhat sparse.  About 95% of it is f-locked.  I'm not currently adding friends, just cause my flist is already really long.  :X  If you think we hit it off especially well though, feel free to comment or pm me.  :)

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FIC: The Respite (Dean/Cas NC-17)

Title: The Respite
Pairing: Dean/Cas
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1635
Genre: PWP
Warnings: spoilers for 7.17
Summary: Dean visits Cas in the psych ward, and there is sex. Also, Lucifer is a dick.

He was sitting cross-legged in the middle of the bed, eyes shut, when he heard the door open.


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FIC (ikr?): Strangers in a Strange Land

Title: Strangers in a Strange Land
Pairing: Dean/Cas
Rating: PG
Word Count: 870
Genre: Hardboiled
Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural.
Warnings: objectification of hot women folk?
Summary: Dean meets Cas in a different vessel in the 40s

  He’d nabbed the body of a young brunette, probably a school teacher by the looks of her shoes. But her stems were two miles long on their own, and the rest of her wasn’t half bad either, all bright pink lips and curves that would make any man beg. Cas sure knew how to pick em.
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Dean/Cas rambly rant. I am about to make a bunch of X-Files references.

First-- this post assumes Cas will be back at some point.* I literally can't imagine that he won't.

I think I've figured out why they're never gonna have Dean and Cas ~get together. I hear you snarking in your heads, people that don't ship it. Shush, you. If Dean and Cas were in an actual romantic relationship, nothing would outwardly change except any and all kissing/coucher ensemble/etc. I think their relationship would look pretty much exactly the same. They'd argue vehemently, and stare at each other a lot, and it's not like they'd actually go on dates or do anything coupley. And then at some point, Sam'd be like "Dean, you realise you and Cas are friends with benefits, right?" And then Dean would point out that Sam's just jealous , which of course he would be.

And I hear you saying, "But wouldn't Sam be right?" But that's just the thing, I have difficulty imagining a difference between their relationship in, say, season five (or even season six) and their relationship if they were romantically together. It's not that if they started sleeping together, their relationship would somehow form out of the sex, it's that right now (i.e. in 10-20 episodes when Cas comes back), they are romantically involved without physical intimacy at all, come on, just one hug, jfc. IMO. In my slightly-confused-about-things opinion. If you think them sleeping together would amount to fwb, then they are just friends and always have been.

The season of XF where Scully and Mulder get together is the perfect example, because we don't even know they're together, cause really the only thing worth mentioning that changes (in season seven) is that they start having sex. And we don't find out about that until..., well, it's debatable when exactly we find out about that. So when did their relationship start? They were obviously in love with each other for years prior to that. That in itself doesn't amount to a romantic relationship, but best friends + totally in love, does kinda, doesn't it?

I guess what I'm thinking is that the writers find Dean and Castiel's relationship, whatever that may be, interesting, or we wouldn't have grown to love it as much as we do. But I think they don't think that it would be any more interesting with a physical element. I think that if someone had a great idea for a kissing scene (and they pitched it, that part's kind of integral too), and everyone was inspired by it, it would happen. And if you don't have the frame of mind that they should just make out already, a realistic first kiss is really hard to come up with for these two.** They're both hard-headed, and Dean has... issues. I have a scene in my head that's utterly perfect, if I do say so myself. I should draw it at some point. Funnily enough, I think it was X-Files-inspired. But I only have one that I really think is perfect for Show, and obviously I think about this a lot :|

*Mulder was dead and buried for months, and he came back. And he was just a person. Juss sayin.

**This theory is just as solid for Sam n Dean, but obviously there are additional reasons they're not gonna do that.

PS I can't stop listening to this sonnnnggg.

Okay, off to think more about ~things.

ETA: It is different from XF though in that the writers of XF recognised the fact that Mulder and Scully were in love. I'll argue to the ends of the Earth that it's canon that Cas was is in love with Dean, but it would be nice to acknowledge that as being at least a little reciprocated too. Eh, if you squint hard enough, that's canon too, and I can squint pretty hard.


Stolen from mercuries

Pick 15 of your ships and write down a quote for each of them. Have your f-list guess the ships without using Google / Imdb

I could only come up with ten. Apparently, I'm not as ship-obsessed as I thought.

1. No one has ever made me something quite this disgusting before. I thank you. Luke/Lorelai (paula_lirio  )

2. You guys aren't supposed to be there. You're not in this story./Yeah, well, we're making it up as we go. Dean/Cas (no_eight )

3. When were you ever... under me? Ross/Rachel (claritypixie )

4. Maybe the pressure will build to the point where we actually try to fuck each other.

5. He's never gotten me a present./I sent you birthday cards./That's not a present. Neal/Peter (paula_lirio )

6. I thought our story was epic, you know. You and me./Epic how?/Spanning years and continents, lives ruined, bloodshed. Epic. Veronica/Logan (claritypixie )

7. We go out all the time./Then just kiss him one day./Alright, I'll try it./Would you kiss him?/Yeah, I mean I did. But more? Okay. Matthew Perry/Lauren Graham (paula_lirio )

8. Dear Diary, today my heart leapt when [...] suggested spontaneous human combustion. Mulder/Scully (mercuries )

9. I just wanted to meet the sick fuck who ordered the veggie burger with bacon. Lafayette/Jesus (claritypixie )

10. Now I'm here to ask for your hand. So if you want to marry, man, will you marry me? Will you come onstage and join me? In this thing called matrimony? Please say yes, and do not bone me. Please, just marry me. Charlie/Waitress (cheerful_earl )

Sometimes [...] smellslikea birthday cake ......with sparklers.





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